PUSH ME !!!

Lol.. I kno ryt ...weird title .. But seriously I need some pushing.. I need to have a target ..I'm jst der.. My thesis is callin for me...begging me to do sumthin about it.. I've tried.. U kno how the hardest part is starting.. Yea..starting is alwayz the hardest part for me .. Once I start , I dnt stop.. I'll b on top on my game.. Constantly.... But b4 I start.. Lol.. it takes foreva.. So now I've decided I need pushing..sumthin to scare me..lol.. That works a lot for me..n its very good @ making me start sumthin I've wasted so much tym on..
Nyz that's 1 part of my lyf..so I saw sex n the city 2 .. On sat ..gosh.. It was so looooong... N d movie was lyk an advert for abu dhabi.. So now I want to go to abu dhabi.. U'll notice I used the word "want" .. Lol..that's bcuz..a want is nuthin but a mere desire.. I have no money..that's y when I watch movies lyk that I've seen abu dhabi .. Wiv my £5 sumthin ticket, I can visit a lot of places.. Lol.. Seriously.. It would b nice..mayb I should start saving.. I dnt have to stay in a 5 or 7 star hotel.. It would b boring jor who would I go with...hmmm..nobody.. Hiss.. Everybody is @ work..:( .. Mayb wen I get a boo.. We will go togeda.. Hmm..noiceeee!!!!
Lol.. Yup yup..back to d boy issue sef.. I think I've been saying no to so many pple these days ..I feel sad.. Mayb I should say yes..but dere r sumthings I would say no 2.. Example.. Mr Phd.. Wantd me to go swimming with him.. Lol.. Said no straight away.. Who goes swimming wiv a boy who is nt ur bf n who u've had previous exp wiv.. Lol.. Def nt " urs truly".. I'm nt that stupid.. Silly boy.. N its even indoors.. Hiss.."Smh".. But a few dinners n movies wuldnt b bad..as long as I'm picking the resturants n movies n all he is doin is paying..that's good enuf.. No drinks tho.. Yup.. I dnt go out to " have drinks" nemore...
I really am proud of myslf..sems lyk I'm becoming me again.. :) .. I was lost for a bit..lol..now.. Bonnie is back.. Lol.. Nyz , so we r having a bbq on fri n guess who the dj is...ME!!!! Yup yup..I'm excited ..I like goin for house parties n I'm d dj.. It means.. I dnt have to dance with ne boy who is almost drunk or working his way to being drunk.. And I get to play wat eva music I want to listen to.. How cool is tha..
Nyz.. Pple.. Its goin down lyf this friday @ leodis..lolz.. that's jst me being razz..
But its gonna b fun, let's pray for sunshine tho.. Nyz, since I have no classes or exams nemore.. I'm gonna b writing a lot so get ready.. U would not b'live how comfy blogging frm a blackberry is.. I can keep on writing foreva .. :)
Omobonike ‎​♥ ♡
#np... Still only me-2face.. Told u I'm in love with that song :p ..
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