Defining me

I've oftened wondered what most people see when they look @ me.. Most times I fear that all they really see is a pretty face.. I've asked most of my really close boy friends..n dey all say the same thing "innocence"
I wonder y, I have that look.. I would never describe myself as an innocent person... Lol.. That's jst hilarious..
And then we start tlking..all of a sudden they dnt c a pretty face nemore..dey c a smart girl with a pretty face.. Blive me I dnt think I'm smart..but I guess I must b a bit smart to do wat I do.. I'm nt one of those peeps..that flip through a book..n den all d person does is go 2 d exam hall fill d answer booklet n ask for extra paper...Nope!!.. So not me..I wish tho..my lyf wuld b less stressful..
I'm one of the peeps that have to read n read.. So I start early.. Mayb that's y I get good grades.. Cuz I kno exactly what to do to pass my exams..
I got the greatest advice this year from my sister.. I was tlkin to her about exams n all.. N how I dnt have tym n all.. N den she goes.." Bonnie, cut everybody off n do wat u have to do" and that's exactly wat I'm goin to do.. So if u r one of those pple that I'm gonna have to cut off..I'm apologising even b4 I've started.. I love all my friends but.. I have to ace this masters..
When I look @ my mirror..I c me..plain old me..yea, a fyn girl ( I kno..I'm fyn).. But I want to b jst more than that.. I want to be a..... ( I'm nt goin to scare u).. So that part is censored ..lol.. Sorry..
Recently , sum1 made me feel really bad about myslf.. For a second..I felt really bad.. N I still do sumtyms..but I found a remedy..everytym I feel stupid and silly.. All I ever have to do, is look into the mirror n c myslf for who I really am..n nobody's opinion matters nemore..

Omobonike ♡ ‎​♥ ..xxx
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