Moving on..

Apparently I need to be spanked, my friend decided the remedy for all my drama is " Good lashing with koboko". yea, she isn't nice. But I love her, she still loves me and listens to all my worries. Anyways people I've done it again.

I wonder why I feel the need to plan everything around me. Sadly it didn't work out, obviously it was my fault again. I told him I couldn't do it. I had told him that from the first day I saw him after waiting for like 2 months to finally meet him..*sigh*. please if you find anyone worse than me let me know. I'll b happy to meet her, sorry for digressing . Yesterday was the finally straw, I think he had spent all week deciding whether or not to chill and finally coming to the realization that I would indeed dull his paroles he gave me a ultimatum , it was either i liked him and wanted to b in relationship or i didn't . he didn't even let me answer just said it was obvious i didn't feel they same way he did so I shouldn't bother. My guess , he has some new kele that is giving him good loving.. lolz.

Well I'm happy for him, Its so much easier that this is happening at least there would be no heart break for me next year.  I'm right back to where I started , where I want to be . I'm not ready , by December I might be. I'm not promising you anything but hopefully sha. Please pray for me least I become a victim of my mothers endless efforts to set me up with any guy. Thats just wrong by the way. I will miss him though . But mehn, life goes on.

So Mr V and I talk now, we've stopped fighting. We had some massive fight about 3 weeks ago ( our longest argument ) anyways we are back to being friends and all. Don't worry nothing for Mr V, theres no way I can like him that much again. For all of you that don't know he has a gf and yes I still don't have a bf ( bbm angry smiley ). Imagine !!! . Actually thats my fault so lets not dwell on that. I'm home alone :D.. and i'm happy. I'm going to sleep ryt now though. I just became really tired. I'll continue tomorrow :*..xx

Omobonike..xxx