Blank

I feel empty.. Seriously, and I find it amusing. I dunno , mayb I expect a bit too much from people..
I really need to know when certain things you think you need are a bit over the top. Maybe I've been spoilt by my previous boyfriends .. That's the only reasonable answer I can give myself for expecting so much.
I really do try and not compare peeps.. So..I'm not comparing here.

Another reason..maybe I'm too attached.. I don't get myself.. When did I become like this.. Needy !!.. Arghhh..now that's BS!. But if I said I didn't need any1 would that make me a bad person? Lol.. I sound confused :(

*sigh*..I wanna cry. Mayb I should, it would help . But I need a reason to cry, so I don't feel like I'm such a baby. Maybe I should slap myself.. Lolz. I don't know why I'm being so silly. I'm actually worried about .....what. Is it n I'm worried about. Truthfully, I have no idea.

I just feel BLANK!
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