Wednesday, 8 June 2011

Blank

I feel empty.. Seriously, and I find it amusing. I dunno , mayb I expect a bit too much from people..
I really need to know when certain things you think you need are a bit over the top. Maybe I've been spoilt by my previous boyfriends .. That's the only reasonable answer I can give myself for expecting so much.
I really do try and not compare peeps.. So..I'm not comparing here.

Another reason..maybe I'm too attached.. I don't get myself.. When did I become like this.. Needy !!.. Arghhh..now that's BS!. But if I said I didn't need any1 would that make me a bad person? Lol.. I sound confused :(

*sigh*..I wanna cry. Mayb I should, it would help . But I need a reason to cry, so I don't feel like I'm such a baby. Maybe I should slap myself.. Lolz. I don't know why I'm being so silly. I'm actually worried about .....what. Is it n I'm worried about. Truthfully, I have no idea.

I just feel BLANK!
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Saturday, 30 April 2011

Is love enough?

I've often wondered if loving someone was all u needed to make a r/ship work. In most of the examples I've heard/seen.. It often is. Most times, some1 stopped loving or they both stopped. And that's how the problem started.

Nyz, I love my "Mr".... but lately i've been asking myself this question..is love enough?, what happens wen love stops being enough ..you fall back on frndship,ryt,
I dnt think I have that with my boo anymore.. Between work, acca, and frnds, I dnt know where I come in his life anymore. B4 we started dating as always I got ?'s from him every time, he used to call me. I'm not a needy gf so it dsnt bother me that the calls have reduced .... all I need to know is that he loves me. Which he tells me ALL the time. So yeah I know he loves me. Mayb I should say used to love me cuz I hvnt spoken to him in 3/4 days.

So now, I claim I love him..he claims he loves me and we rnt talking..love is definitely not enough.
I was sad for a bit..me being me, cried a little, but then I remembered...

God loves me too much to let anything bad happen to me and so I won't let all these things make me sad...

Omobonike..xx
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Friday, 1 April 2011

SAD

I'm sad, I'm so freaking SAD!!!!
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