My birthday !!

Lol.. 15 mins before my birthday.. I started crying..I was sad and angry..I wish I could turn back the hands of tym 2 last year.. I would have done so many things differently.. That's all I've wished for since I startd this year..nyz, so the bbm's n d facebook messages start coming in.. N I'm still sad.. Pple putting up my pic on bb ..n dedicating their status 2 me.. Lol.. I had startd smiling by then n 1or 2 pple call me n I dnt feel bad nemore.. May still a little sad.. But definately not angry. Lol..yup.. My bbm n facebk are back.. :(.. I'm controlling it now sha.. Thank God

I just realised this is a beginning of a new year for me.. God kept me 2 see this day so I could start afresh..lol.. God tlks to me, I kno he does..the calm voice I hear in my mind tellin me its gonna b alryt.. Some tyms I wonder y me, I hvnt been 'it' recently . When he tells me the plans he has for me.. If only I can submit 2 him totally.. N I wonder if he really is tlking to me.. Bt I'm jst gettin it.. Even though I can't go back to last year.. God jst gave me a fresh start..lol.. Dis suden realisation makes me wanna cry..I heard it so clearly.. "Its a new year, new beginning"..I'm so happy ..at least I get another chance 2 b truly happy.. :)

So 2day, I'm gonna go out wiv frnds and celebrate the fresh start God has given me.. :D . I'll tell u how my day went later on..

Omobonike ‎​♥ ♡ ..xx

#np: lucky- jason mraz
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