What is our deepest fear ??

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.

Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light not our darkness that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous,
talented and fabulous?

Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.
Your playing small does not serve the world.
There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other
people won't feel insecure around you.

We were born to make manifest the glory of
God that is within us.

It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine,
we unconsciously give other people
permission to do the same.

As we are liberated from our own fear,
Our presence automatically liberates others.—Marianne Williamson


This just became my favorite poem.. Sorry Adaudo,  it beats Rejoice by Gladys Casely-Hayford. Omg!!! I loved that poem in Jss1 . I just hope I got her name right. So anyways I've been thinking about what the whole poem means to me.

I wonder what my greatest fear is.. lol. I actually know, I don't think i'll be sharing that though. So I feel funny, really funny. *sigh* lips sealed ... soon .

I don't miss me anymore. I'm fine.. not so fine but good enough I guess. I need to write...not today jor..I'm exhausted ...xx

I miss me

How long do I have to wait until I finally feel like me once more. I'm tired, been waiting for so long. Suddenly when every thing feels so good I start feeling crappy once more. Mayb its cuz I'm alwyz alone, I have lots of time to think about very silly things. I've been getting into moods lately , like I'm always jst angry, moody, upset and half of the time I want to cry. how sad..lol.

I'm happy too ( sometimes), I should be happy everyday . I'm such an ungrateful child. God I'm sorry, I'll stop whinning ryt now. I'm grateful for everything u've done. :)

*sigh*..that's over..innit?. Ok, so now.. Y I'm I always hungry. This isn't just fair. Its 3:12 am.. Can't sleep as usual but its alryt . I really dnt mind. Mayb I should sleep.. So atlst I won't keep eating. I'm scared. I dunno why, that's the scary part. I jst feel.....hmmm

I dunno jor.. Lemme stop talking gibberish .I'm going to sleep.. Goodmorning .

Omobonike.xx
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Dear ....

Weird , I'm writing about you. Last time though, I can't believe i'm even bothering . I got tired a while ago you know, kept hanging on cause apparently you needed us to be 'friends' .. I told you , it was never a good idea. You have a girlfrnd , so many things would have been wrong . I'm so happy I didnt go back to Nigeria in september.. Gosh, the drama would have been amazing . I find it hard to believe I actually got over you, *eyes rolling* .. told u , time changes everything.

Deimy says its my fault, I let you have your way for so long.. listened to all your rubbish . I find it hard to believe I'm not upset. Its so strange, my mum has always told me there isn't just one person for you. I'm happy I met you though, I've learnt so much . its unbelievable .. so thank you.

 
 #NOTE , If you ever see me , don't say wsup. I'll ignore you :). I don't hate you. We just cant be friends .


omobonike..xxx