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Its funny how music inspires me to blog. I'm listening to P-squares song " e no easy" . the lyrics of the song make so much song . "Even if you no get money , dey jolly dey shake body.. when u fall u go stand up again."...lol. I heard this song along time ago just in case you were wondering. I think it applies to my life at the moment. I'm learning how to be more than grateful to God for the endless miracles he performs in my life every day. A lot of this miracles I don't acknowledge not because I'm ungrateful but there are so many things in life we think its our right for some weird reasons . I get unhappy when I realise I'm being taken for granted . Imagine how many times we've all taken God for granted .. wow.  He is always there you know, ready to take you back . Most especially ready to take me back :) . I love GOD.

I learnt something in church today. A while ago, I drifted away from God. I did some things I would always regret and I found it extremely hard to believe that God was willing to forgive me. While at church today I learnt that guilt is the devils weapon of trying to remind you about what God has already forgotten and immediately I said to myself.. WORD !!. So every time that stupid voice comes into my head and starts chatting rubbish i'm so going to ignore .

My friend asked me a question yesterday..lol. He was like that why do we need to pray for miracles when sometimes God answers our miracles without us asking. I told him what I had been taught in church. God is committed to meeting all our needs according to his riches in glory . We need to understand this part, Our need might not be Gods desires for us. The fact that we turn our desires into a need does not mean its gonna happen. God is not obligated to meet any desire we turn into a need . I've taken this seriously and like I always tell people . I believe God loves me so much , he'll never let anything happen to me. Sorry thats how I view my life :). So each time I get disappointed, I believe God knew about it and wanted it to happen because he is preparing me for something greater .

Omobonike..xx

#Np: Over the moon- Dr sid

Te Amo

I know right, weird title . Its not exactly my fault , I was listening to the song when I decided it was time for another post . You know how I hardly ever blog even though I have so much to say. Tonight was good you know, had a long chat with one of my  close friends and she made me re-think about what I'm doing and the various emotions that were running through my head. Yea, I told her everything so she was able to properly analyse the situation . So I'm happy :) , you know sometimes I get so uncertain about my future maybe I should finally get a tattoo of  Matthew 6:25 may be I would b able to remember what that verse says all the time .  I'll pass , not a huge fan of those..its so not nice.

I love my mummy so much, when I think about how much she has sacrificed for me  it makes me wanna cry. I think I'm over hating my dad, there is no point. it still doesn't change the fact that I'm a tribalist that one is here to stay until I meet another nice yoruba boy. I only know one and he is my bestie , I have this weird feeling he is just nice to me cuz we've been friends since second sch..*shrugs* I don't care I still love him silly you know.. :D . he hardly ever gives me advice but when he does its always on point.  I passed on an offer from Phb , isn't that weird and I didn't even have to think about it. I just said no .. wow , time really does change a lot of things you know.  Of which my friend is coming in sept ..yay :D ..We are gonna have so much fun. Who knows I might even come out of retirement and start clubbing once more..

Big ups 2 my sis.,,She is now a lawyer . Now dont you all agree with me that it is time for her to go and marry .. he he. Ahn ahn , she can lyk to chill a bit on school. But I think my sister loves school..lol. unlike me. cant wait to b done mehn. I really am tired. So the fact that Bib is coming in sept is a reality...hmm U kno how it was a 50% chance, its now 100..lol. So now I'm a bit nervous. lol y I'm I writing about this. Just so you kno I worry about everything and anything, my mum says it keeps me busy ..lol. and if I dont have anything to worry about, i'll worry for my family and friends.. smh !!!

My bestie has gone to naija,, so sad u know. I'll survive, my other bestie would soon be here so i'll be alright . I love drake , I think he is the best thing since sliced bread...lol. i think the same way about so many other things.awww..my fave song just came up on my playlist.  *huge smile*..xx

Omobonike

#np: doesnt mean anything- Alicia Keys 

p.s .. its not my fav song, just a song i really like.. I love the whole album.