I shall not want !!

I woke up this morning with the beginning of psalm 23 on my mind. The Lord is my shepherd I shall not want..

Its funny that I've recited this psalm over n over again and finally I'm just beginning to fully understand it.. It means I shall nt lack, have to ask for nething..because God is my guardian. I worry a lot .. I dunno y .. I jst worry.. N through out yest I was so worried about my dissertation n all ..n I couldn't bring myself to do work.. When I'm scared nothing gets done.. N I woke up n I dat was the first thing I said.. And recently I've been asking myself this question .. What exactly have u done to deserve so much love.. Cuz I kno I'm nt the best person.. Yet the way God loves me.. Its amazing.

I saw my results .. Another prove God loves me.. Cuz really those grades have nothin to do wiv me.. I think I'm playful..for this reason I have decided to delete my bbm on my blackberry.. This is the hardest thing I've done in a while.. I'm officially alone. Wiv nobody to tlk to.. But my mind tells me this is the best decision I've made in a while.. Cuz I really wanna do well in my project.. I need focus.. No bbm , no facebook. Jst me :(

I'm probably gonna b writing a lot then.. I hope so.. My mind seems troubled.. Dunno wat is wrong.. I'm tired jor.. So many things to think about.. N yet again I ask myslf y I even worry.. God is more than enough.. I constantly need to remind myslf..

Omobonike ‎​♥ ♡ ..xxx

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